Jealousy, hatred…I felt it so strongly today.
it’s been years, but I still couldn’t let go of it
I knew it was wrong…and God won’t like it…
but still I couldn’t suppress my feeling.
so I to pulled out my bible to read something, hoping I would calm down.

This passage caught my eye

“Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit, but in humility consider others better than yourselves. Each of you should look not only to your own interest but also to the interest of others. Your attitude should be the same as that of Christ Jesus: Who, being in very nature God, did not consider equality with God something to be grasped.”

I’m not gonna be all dramatic and say the feeling went away the moment I read this, coz it didn’t.

But it did make me think, maybe this world is not about being fair or not…coz it’s never fair.
Jesus died for us even though he was perfect, it wasn’t fair for him, didnt hear him complain.
But I guess I’m only human…so I am still working on it 
*sigh*